Poetry: I asked God to Help Me Forget You (a reworked version)

Through the misfortune of the current goings on of my life, I finally managed to sit last night and rework this poem. I am still not 100% happy with it but, it speaks my current state of mind so clearly.
here it is, the reworked version of I asked God to Help Me Forget You.

Hope you like it!!!

I spoke to the creator about you
Validated your existence
for the love you gave spoke rapture
living love and running ferociously into forever

A brutal kind of tenderness
you lived between my hopes and wishes
Fuelled flames and prospects
abundantly joyous laughs aplenty
happy easy living in your arms

But, today I prayed
I asked God to help me forget you
The clouds luminous fray and boastful
can we speak to the bad times
insist on them
and term them defining moments

Inside my minds crawlspaces
I want you gone
cause you broke utopia
I want you gone
cause you ruptured arcadia
I want you gone

So I prayed and
I asked God to help me forget you.